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( he wanted to focus fully on her and her pleasure but as he fully filled her up and felt her lips against his, all he could think about was how arousing and exciting the new sensations were. he could feel the wetness of her previous orgasm coating his cock, and just how tightly she seemed to be wrapping around him. it left very little room for him to truly think and focus on anything more than how she felt, but as her question came in, he took a deep breath and squeezed his eyes closed briefly in an effort to stabilize his mind.
finally he opened them, still holding his lips against her own and he nearly moaned his words out. )
More than good....fucking incredible. You're you....
( his lip curled up against her own as he moaned softly, rising his hips and pushing back into her, his movements slow at first but full of intensity with each thrust becoming more forceful than the next. )
You're incredible.
( as sappy as it was, he couldn't help it. by some merciful grace she decided to show him a shred of attention the night they first met and now he was actually getting to be this close to her. while the act was incredibly arousing and hot to him, he also saw it as a way for them to become closer and actually bond. )
finally he opened them, still holding his lips against her own and he nearly moaned his words out. )
More than good....fucking incredible. You're you....
( his lip curled up against her own as he moaned softly, rising his hips and pushing back into her, his movements slow at first but full of intensity with each thrust becoming more forceful than the next. )
You're incredible.
( as sappy as it was, he couldn't help it. by some merciful grace she decided to show him a shred of attention the night they first met and now he was actually getting to be this close to her. while the act was incredibly arousing and hot to him, he also saw it as a way for them to become closer and actually bond. )
[Maria's eyes closed as well when he started moving before they fluttered open to watch his face. she wanted to see him pleasured so she doesn't do much else for a moment. just hold onto him, gasps and stuttered breaths leaving her, as she felt him thrust into her. they were fully connected now and she just wanted to enjoy that for the time being. lie back and know she was his. he was hers.
god he was all she needed. she was sure of it. if she could just have him then she would be happy. even if it was in this dumpy, worn down apartment. if she was with Adam then it would be a haven.
finally she starts to move with him. move so they can meet together and she let's out a low moan.]
Fuck, baby...just like that...you're so good...
god he was all she needed. she was sure of it. if she could just have him then she would be happy. even if it was in this dumpy, worn down apartment. if she was with Adam then it would be a haven.
finally she starts to move with him. move so they can meet together and she let's out a low moan.]
Fuck, baby...just like that...you're so good...
( as far as his expression went, he kept his gaze fixated on her, teeth sinking into his lower lip as sounds of muffled moans escaped his lips. it was the most vulnerable he had been in a long time with anyone and even if he was relishing every single moment, every thrust with a large volume of pleasure filling up his body, he couldn't help but feel sentimental about the entire affair.
with his right hand on her thigh, lifting up her leg as he continued to slide his cock in and out of her, each stroke picking up in speed. his left hand gently reached out to brush aside a few strands of her hair and despite where they were, the dump of an apartment he called home, in this moment all he could focus was on her. )
Yeah you like that? Maybe I should turn you around so I can use my fingers on you while I fuck you.
( any position was thrilling really, but he needed more of herโ to touch, stroke, and fill her up as much as possible. )
with his right hand on her thigh, lifting up her leg as he continued to slide his cock in and out of her, each stroke picking up in speed. his left hand gently reached out to brush aside a few strands of her hair and despite where they were, the dump of an apartment he called home, in this moment all he could focus was on her. )
Yeah you like that? Maybe I should turn you around so I can use my fingers on you while I fuck you.
( any position was thrilling really, but he needed more of herโ to touch, stroke, and fill her up as much as possible. )
[Maria has never seen Adam this open before. he could have his sarcastic one-liners and joke but it always felt like he was never letting himself be this open. this might truly be one of her favorite parts about this might. seeing Adam be this comfortable with her. she wanted him to always feel like this, wanted him to know he could trust himself with her. certainly there was nothing he could ever do that would turn her away from him.
when his hand is on the side of her face, she moves her head to take a finger into her mouth with a smirk.]
Mm, you'd be inside me even deeper if you do that. I wouldn't be able to think at all like that.
[Maria didn't care how Adam took her as long as he did, as long as they kept up this connection. that was all she needed.]
when his hand is on the side of her face, she moves her head to take a finger into her mouth with a smirk.]
Mm, you'd be inside me even deeper if you do that. I wouldn't be able to think at all like that.
[Maria didn't care how Adam took her as long as he did, as long as they kept up this connection. that was all she needed.]
( perhaps it was typical in a way, even down right comical when thought aboutโ that adam could only let himself go in the throws of sex and passion. yet even when he did this with other women, he still felt reserved, a sense of insecurity and shyness taking a hold of his movements and thoughts. with maria beneath him, still willing to be with him despite seeing him at his lowest, pathetically flailing to the floor thanks to his tiny tub, she still wanted him. even if the words weren't spoken, feelings weren't shared, it was a silent and subtle understanding between the two.
they had an unspoken bond that only grew stronger with time. )
Yeah? You'd like that wouldn't you, my fingers on your clit.....ah rubbing it and my other hand on your hip, gripping so tightly.
( as she took his finger into her mouth, he decided that would be the one he would use on her when the time came. for now he rolled his hips further, cock filling her up as deep as he could. )
But first...let's see if I can make you come like this.
( he pulled out from her, repositioning himself so that he'd be kneeling before her, her legs in the air and her clit fully exposed to him instead of being in a full missionary position. )
they had an unspoken bond that only grew stronger with time. )
Yeah? You'd like that wouldn't you, my fingers on your clit.....ah rubbing it and my other hand on your hip, gripping so tightly.
( as she took his finger into her mouth, he decided that would be the one he would use on her when the time came. for now he rolled his hips further, cock filling her up as deep as he could. )
But first...let's see if I can make you come like this.
( he pulled out from her, repositioning himself so that he'd be kneeling before her, her legs in the air and her clit fully exposed to him instead of being in a full missionary position. )
[Adam always hid behind jokes, never quite showing his sincerity through words alone. but Maria didn't mind. his actions said enough. the way he would look at her. no man had ever looked at her like she mattered so much before. Adam could be sarcastic all he liked and she would laugh along because it didn't matter. he would smile at her so genuinely and steal her heart all over again.
the new position makes her moan loud enough she hears a bang on the wall next to them and she laughs. the neighbors were going to have a long night ahead of them if she had any say in it.]
I'd like your cock and fingers anywhere you put them, baby. Mm, you'd make me come so quick. You're already getting me there. You gonna get tired of hearing me scream your name any time soon?
the new position makes her moan loud enough she hears a bang on the wall next to them and she laughs. the neighbors were going to have a long night ahead of them if she had any say in it.]
I'd like your cock and fingers anywhere you put them, baby. Mm, you'd make me come so quick. You're already getting me there. You gonna get tired of hearing me scream your name any time soon?
( drawn so deeply into the intensity of this moment, adam barely realized just how much they were rocking the bed. it was only until she laughed a bit that he realized what he had done and let out a deep sighโ a mixture of pleasure and relief that she wasn't laughing at him.
as he began to thrust into her, his right hand came down onto her wet folds, index and middle finger propping up against her clit. with each thrust of his cock inside of her, he pressed his fingers against the soft bundle of nerves and began to stimulate her. )
Fuck no I'm not....
( there's a fierce determination in his voice and as his movements synchronized, he could feel just how tight everything felt around his cock, a deep warmth spreading throughout his body. )
I want to hear you....ah...moan my name so loud the...
( he was trying his best to come up with something witty here, but he was far too into the moment to really focus on that. )
Just moan for me....say my name.
as he began to thrust into her, his right hand came down onto her wet folds, index and middle finger propping up against her clit. with each thrust of his cock inside of her, he pressed his fingers against the soft bundle of nerves and began to stimulate her. )
Fuck no I'm not....
( there's a fierce determination in his voice and as his movements synchronized, he could feel just how tight everything felt around his cock, a deep warmth spreading throughout his body. )
I want to hear you....ah...moan my name so loud the...
( he was trying his best to come up with something witty here, but he was far too into the moment to really focus on that. )
Just moan for me....say my name.
[the pleasure builds as he thrusts into her again and again, it swells; but more than that, so do her feelings. how much she cares about him and wants him. even when he's touching her and little whines of satisfaction escape her, it's the devotion in her heart that overwhelms her the most.
his request makes her smile. it's a simple request and one she's happy to give to him.]
Adam, Adam, Adam...[though there's something about saying his name as he moves into her that really does begin to drive her wild. makes her feel all the more connected to him and she feels the pleasure start to build up. having orgasmed earlier, not even that long ago, she had already been riled up. having Adam inside of her had been a lot physically and emotionally. this was their first time. it wasn't a surprise she was so sensitive.]
Babe, I'm so close. So, so close.
his request makes her smile. it's a simple request and one she's happy to give to him.]
Adam, Adam, Adam...[though there's something about saying his name as he moves into her that really does begin to drive her wild. makes her feel all the more connected to him and she feels the pleasure start to build up. having orgasmed earlier, not even that long ago, she had already been riled up. having Adam inside of her had been a lot physically and emotionally. this was their first time. it wasn't a surprise she was so sensitive.]
Babe, I'm so close. So, so close.
( he was doing his best to hold back as much as he could, wanting to keep that promise of at least having his way with her from behind but even he had to drift his eyes to the side to avoid climaxing right then and there. the sight before him, the sounds were all far too alluring and overwhelming with how beautiful maria looked.
instead he closed his eyes, focusing on rubbing his fingers against her clit in a faster motion, urging her reach her own climax while he rocked his hips further into her. finally after a brief moment, he opened his eyes and looked down at her, a loud moan slipping past his lips. )
Come on....I want to hear you moan.
( beyond just his name of course, because every sound past her lips was simply far too sensual. )
instead he closed his eyes, focusing on rubbing his fingers against her clit in a faster motion, urging her reach her own climax while he rocked his hips further into her. finally after a brief moment, he opened his eyes and looked down at her, a loud moan slipping past his lips. )
Come on....I want to hear you moan.
( beyond just his name of course, because every sound past her lips was simply far too sensual. )
Like you haven't been hearing me this whole time? [she teases, her voice breathless. but it's all she can manage. Maria hadn't thought he could last long. she didn't know the exact amount of time he'd gone without but she knew it had been a while since he'd last slept with anybody. not to mention that emotionally, this was a lot for them. this moment really bonded them together.
and it's knowing that this might just be the man she spends the rest of her life with, the man she wants it to be, and knowing how much he cares about her. how much he wants her...
she releases with his name on her lips, her back arching as it overcomes her.]
and it's knowing that this might just be the man she spends the rest of her life with, the man she wants it to be, and knowing how much he cares about her. how much he wants her...
she releases with his name on her lips, her back arching as it overcomes her.]
( there's just a whisper of a laughter that escaped his lips as she said those words knowing full well that's all he had been hearing. there was something so intense about all of this far beyond just two people having sexโ
he genuinely cared about her and felt such a strong wave of positive emotions when it came to her. as much as he loved ruminating in his apathy and annoyance with the world, he found it difficult to remain in that state for very long with her around. she was an actual positive influence on him, and every moment they spent together was truly blissful.
as he continued on with the same ministrations, he could feel just how tight she was becoming around him. all those tell-tale signs of an impending orgasm were far too obvious and it was becoming difficult to keep himself from bursting there himself. instead he moved his hand that was on her thigh down above her pelvis, feeling how her back arched and how she came. )
Ah that's right come for me.....fuck that feels amazing.
( he truly was doing his best here so that he could at least draw one more orgasm out of her. )
he genuinely cared about her and felt such a strong wave of positive emotions when it came to her. as much as he loved ruminating in his apathy and annoyance with the world, he found it difficult to remain in that state for very long with her around. she was an actual positive influence on him, and every moment they spent together was truly blissful.
as he continued on with the same ministrations, he could feel just how tight she was becoming around him. all those tell-tale signs of an impending orgasm were far too obvious and it was becoming difficult to keep himself from bursting there himself. instead he moved his hand that was on her thigh down above her pelvis, feeling how her back arched and how she came. )
Ah that's right come for me.....fuck that feels amazing.
( he truly was doing his best here so that he could at least draw one more orgasm out of her. )
Shit, Adam...[her hips seek to meet his and she wonders how much he can get her off tonight. it was obvious he was focused on her and that kind of attention was a worship in its own ways and Maria loved it. it was only that and how he connected with her this night that told her this night would be unforgettable. the actions of this morning already forgotten.
her face is flushed and she knows she's a mess as she pants.] You wanna make it so I can't get out of this bed? Mm, I still wanna ride that cock of yours tonight, too. [any way she could have him, she wanted him. it didn't matter how. she couldn't get enough of him.
but as they both seek each other out, another orgasm does wash over her with a breathy cry of his name.]
her face is flushed and she knows she's a mess as she pants.] You wanna make it so I can't get out of this bed? Mm, I still wanna ride that cock of yours tonight, too. [any way she could have him, she wanted him. it didn't matter how. she couldn't get enough of him.
but as they both seek each other out, another orgasm does wash over her with a breathy cry of his name.]
( if she were to outright ask him if what he was doing was worshipping, he wasn't quite sure if he'd be answer that properly. to him, he just saw all of this as a way to give her pleasure, to show her that he was genuinely happy to be with her. was there a level of selfishness to all of this?
absolutely. to see her in pure bliss because of him certainly boosted his ego. to know that he could make her unwind like this and have multiple orgasms because of him, despite all of his flaws was far too erotic.
so as he came again, he bit down on his lip and did his best to hold back from his own orgasm. when she finally seemed settled, he pulled out of her and moved back a bit, hand on his cock as he waited. )
We'll do it all baby, and by the time we're done, you'll be passed out so hard on my bed....
( and he'll be willing to go out to get her breakfast while she recovered from all of that. )
But first turn around, on your knees. I want to try everything with you tonight and we'll end it with you riding me. How's that for a good time?
absolutely. to see her in pure bliss because of him certainly boosted his ego. to know that he could make her unwind like this and have multiple orgasms because of him, despite all of his flaws was far too erotic.
so as he came again, he bit down on his lip and did his best to hold back from his own orgasm. when she finally seemed settled, he pulled out of her and moved back a bit, hand on his cock as he waited. )
We'll do it all baby, and by the time we're done, you'll be passed out so hard on my bed....
( and he'll be willing to go out to get her breakfast while she recovered from all of that. )
But first turn around, on your knees. I want to try everything with you tonight and we'll end it with you riding me. How's that for a good time?
[she's panting when he tells her to move and she's laughing. they hadn't had sex before because it just hadn't felt like quite the right time.
apparently waiting for the time totaled up to this. not that she was complaining.] God, babe. How you spoil me. [but she does as he tells her to and gets on her knees, learning on her forearms. no way she can stay up with her hands alone.]
Good?
[she moves her hips teasingly, knowing he must be staring.
apparently waiting for the time totaled up to this. not that she was complaining.] God, babe. How you spoil me. [but she does as he tells her to and gets on her knees, learning on her forearms. no way she can stay up with her hands alone.]
Good?
[she moves her hips teasingly, knowing he must be staring.
Good.
( he managed to quip back, taking her hips into his hands as he lined himself up behind her. he let out a lengthy breath, a soft moan escaping his lips as he began to fill her up with his cock once more. all of this resistance and holding back for so long truly came from a place of him wanting something serious with herโ of wanting a genuine relationship. since she had seemed so willing to be with him and do something more than just a casual fling, he wanted to protect that.
so as he began to thrust into her, he thought about that and found himself truly loosing himself in the moment.
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it was finally there, after what seemed like forever of endless, passionate sex, that adam was finally unable to hold himself back. with maria now riding him as promised, he looked up at her with his face coated in sweat. his eyes were wide, hands gripping her tightly as he began to moan, watching as she bounced beautifully on his cock, their pelvises seeming to be connected. )
Maria I can't....I need to....I'm going to come at this rate.
( he managed to quip back, taking her hips into his hands as he lined himself up behind her. he let out a lengthy breath, a soft moan escaping his lips as he began to fill her up with his cock once more. all of this resistance and holding back for so long truly came from a place of him wanting something serious with herโ of wanting a genuine relationship. since she had seemed so willing to be with him and do something more than just a casual fling, he wanted to protect that.
so as he began to thrust into her, he thought about that and found himself truly loosing himself in the moment.
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it was finally there, after what seemed like forever of endless, passionate sex, that adam was finally unable to hold himself back. with maria now riding him as promised, he looked up at her with his face coated in sweat. his eyes were wide, hands gripping her tightly as he began to moan, watching as she bounced beautifully on his cock, their pelvises seeming to be connected. )
Maria I can't....I need to....I'm going to come at this rate.
[Maria couldn't remember the last time somebody had been able to get this many orgasms out of her. probably because nobody tried like Adam had. it was usually quick and over with but Adam had really wanted this to be good.
and she had too. she'd wanted to give him as many opportunities to have her as possible, feel him as many ways as she could. by now, even she is tired and she had a good stamina. Maria hadn't expected Adam to hold on this long.]
You did such a good job, babe. Come on, Adam. Do it. [she was grinding down on him now when she was bear down on his cock.] You've made me feel so good tonight. I want to feel you release in me. M
and she had too. she'd wanted to give him as many opportunities to have her as possible, feel him as many ways as she could. by now, even she is tired and she had a good stamina. Maria hadn't expected Adam to hold on this long.]
You did such a good job, babe. Come on, Adam. Do it. [she was grinding down on him now when she was bear down on his cock.] You've made me feel so good tonight. I want to feel you release in me. M
( that was all he truly needed to reach that bridge of pure bliss, her kind and soft words assuring him that he could finally just let go and lose himself in pleasure. as she grinded down on him, he held her tight, his cock throbbing inside of her. with one more push of his hips he let out a loud moan and soon strings of hot cum were spurting inside of her, filling her up to the brim.
he was utterly breathless now, a soft blush coating his face as he moaned out her name like a mantra. he truly couldn't believe he had lasted this long, and given the bite marks on his lower lip and knuckles, it was clear he had been struggling.
when he finally felt that last throb of his cock, he let finally remembered to take a breath and looked up at maria as he fully fell flat on the bed below him. with the frothy mess they had created dripping back down onto him, he smiled at her. )
There....woah....filled you up with every last drop I could muster. Fuck....that was amazing.
( his hands finally released her, immediately rising up to his head to brush back strands of wet hair that had fallen forward. )
he was utterly breathless now, a soft blush coating his face as he moaned out her name like a mantra. he truly couldn't believe he had lasted this long, and given the bite marks on his lower lip and knuckles, it was clear he had been struggling.
when he finally felt that last throb of his cock, he let finally remembered to take a breath and looked up at maria as he fully fell flat on the bed below him. with the frothy mess they had created dripping back down onto him, he smiled at her. )
There....woah....filled you up with every last drop I could muster. Fuck....that was amazing.
( his hands finally released her, immediately rising up to his head to brush back strands of wet hair that had fallen forward. )
[Maria moaned at the feeling of him releasing inside of her and kept bouncing on his cock, helping him through it until she could sense he was done. and then she was laying down next to him, smiling as she rested her head on his shoulder.]
You have the patience of a saint when it comes to this stuff. [he should probably apply to this other parts of his life.
but she wouldn't say that. wouldn't ruin the moment.]
Worth the wait?
You have the patience of a saint when it comes to this stuff. [he should probably apply to this other parts of his life.
but she wouldn't say that. wouldn't ruin the moment.]
Worth the wait?
( her moan was far too much to handle and with his mind slowly eroding away from all the pleasure he was feeling, he couldn't help but laugh. she was absolutely incredible and he could care less about being teased.
as long as she was satisfied and overwhelmed with pleasure, that's all that mattered. gently though, he began to guide her off of him, helping her down onto the bed as he looked at his cock, still throbbing and coated in their mess. )
Very much worth the wait which by the wayโ
( breathless, he turned around on the bed to face her, pulling her into his arms for a proper cuddle. )
Sorry about that. I'm too tired to get into details but just know this is real to me. I want you and I'm being serious about this...about us.
as long as she was satisfied and overwhelmed with pleasure, that's all that mattered. gently though, he began to guide her off of him, helping her down onto the bed as he looked at his cock, still throbbing and coated in their mess. )
Very much worth the wait which by the wayโ
( breathless, he turned around on the bed to face her, pulling her into his arms for a proper cuddle. )
Sorry about that. I'm too tired to get into details but just know this is real to me. I want you and I'm being serious about this...about us.
We just fucked for most of the night. If you weren't tired then I'd be surprised. [she cuddled him close and smiled. even if calling it 'fucking' felt not quite right.
but well, that was something to discuss later.]
I know you care. And I hope you know I care. I'd wait for you even longer than this if I had to.
but well, that was something to discuss later.]
I know you care. And I hope you know I care. I'd wait for you even longer than this if I had to.
I'm about to pass out Maria, I'm being honest here.
( his eyes were as heavy as bags and he simply couldn't hold his head up any longer. he began to close his eyes, his head gently leaning against her shoulder as he wrapped himself around her.
there were a large number of strong emotions here, and it was clear he was deeply into her. although he hadn't outright said those words, he truly felt enamored with her. she meant so much to him that the entire reason he was angry when he walked in before was because that small ticket jeopardized the future he wanted to have with her. )
I wouldn't...ha...
( he managed to mutter out before he, and his cock, completely passed out there in her arms. )
( his eyes were as heavy as bags and he simply couldn't hold his head up any longer. he began to close his eyes, his head gently leaning against her shoulder as he wrapped himself around her.
there were a large number of strong emotions here, and it was clear he was deeply into her. although he hadn't outright said those words, he truly felt enamored with her. she meant so much to him that the entire reason he was angry when he walked in before was because that small ticket jeopardized the future he wanted to have with her. )
I wouldn't...ha...
( he managed to mutter out before he, and his cock, completely passed out there in her arms. )
( after a long night of restless feelings being shared between the two, adam was left with a deep sense of accomplishment in himself. it was a silly thing to be proud of โ telling your girlfriend that you loved her, but to him who had so little to look forward to, to fight for before meeting her, it was a huge step in the right direction. as he promised maria, he was driving his shitty car as fast as it could go towards a 24/7 breakfast diner. he had it all planned out in his mindโ
he would arrive to his place with a bottle of wine as promised, the food, and they would spend greeting the day just basking in each other's affections and cuddling up with their cat. if he had been asked ages ago if this was the future he envisioned, he would have laughed and said those types of moments were for cheesy couples in terrible romcom films but now? he was genuinely excited about such a peaceful moment between two people who had a rough life.
unfortunately fate had different plans in mind for adam. unbeknownst to him the former cop who had hired him to stalk a certain doctor had accidentally brought adam into jigsaw's attention. the former cop thought the doctor was jigsaw, and jigsaw was angered at the doctor and his lack of intimate care towards him and when he discovered his cheating ways through adam, the pieces all aligned for the serial torturer to make a new game involving the two.
at some point or another between stepping out of his car and getting the food, a plan was set into motion to capture adam. he wasn't usually this careless given his line of work but given the time of day, how pitch dark it was outside, and how he was buzzing with happiness from finally establishing his relationship with maria properlyโ well he wasn't as cautious as he normally would be.
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the game was suppose to last only 24 hours with the objective being that adam had to prove he had the will to live, that he wasn't simply watching others in the shadow live out their lives [even if it was just his line of work]. while things did end up lasting only a day before hitting a turning point, there was something a little bit more complex about the way things turned out. first off the key given to him that would have led to his escape from the chain on his ankle had been flushed down the drain of the bathtub he woke up in. secondly he had screwed up by pissing off jigsaw, leaving him to rot in the dark bathroom he was captured in. while he had an extreme drive to live now because of maria, he had only managed to break his foot free, but he was still trapped in that room.
in the month he was officially missing he did everything he could to keep up his strength, resorting to more disgusting measures to avoid starving to death. he woke up every day, remembering the last few words he told maria, the smell of her hair, her smile, how she felt on his lips, against him and all the memories he could cherish. they were the only light he had in the darkness of that room.
eventually though when amanda came in to set him free of his misery [to kill him], he found the will to attack her and escape as quickly as he could, trying his best to drown out the never ending pain he felt. it took him a very long time to escape that entire building โ but eventually he made his way out towards the outside world and nearly broke down in tears over his freedom.
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how he eventually made it back to his apartment was a mystery to both himself and the random strangers who saw him waddling about, a bloody, broken mess. by the time he finally made it to the front door of his apartment he had fallen to the floor and was a writhing mess, barely being able to scrape his finger against the door. he tried his best to call out for maria, but nothing came from his voice.
eventually he closed his eyes and passed out completely. )
he would arrive to his place with a bottle of wine as promised, the food, and they would spend greeting the day just basking in each other's affections and cuddling up with their cat. if he had been asked ages ago if this was the future he envisioned, he would have laughed and said those types of moments were for cheesy couples in terrible romcom films but now? he was genuinely excited about such a peaceful moment between two people who had a rough life.
unfortunately fate had different plans in mind for adam. unbeknownst to him the former cop who had hired him to stalk a certain doctor had accidentally brought adam into jigsaw's attention. the former cop thought the doctor was jigsaw, and jigsaw was angered at the doctor and his lack of intimate care towards him and when he discovered his cheating ways through adam, the pieces all aligned for the serial torturer to make a new game involving the two.
at some point or another between stepping out of his car and getting the food, a plan was set into motion to capture adam. he wasn't usually this careless given his line of work but given the time of day, how pitch dark it was outside, and how he was buzzing with happiness from finally establishing his relationship with maria properlyโ well he wasn't as cautious as he normally would be.
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the game was suppose to last only 24 hours with the objective being that adam had to prove he had the will to live, that he wasn't simply watching others in the shadow live out their lives [even if it was just his line of work]. while things did end up lasting only a day before hitting a turning point, there was something a little bit more complex about the way things turned out. first off the key given to him that would have led to his escape from the chain on his ankle had been flushed down the drain of the bathtub he woke up in. secondly he had screwed up by pissing off jigsaw, leaving him to rot in the dark bathroom he was captured in. while he had an extreme drive to live now because of maria, he had only managed to break his foot free, but he was still trapped in that room.
in the month he was officially missing he did everything he could to keep up his strength, resorting to more disgusting measures to avoid starving to death. he woke up every day, remembering the last few words he told maria, the smell of her hair, her smile, how she felt on his lips, against him and all the memories he could cherish. they were the only light he had in the darkness of that room.
eventually though when amanda came in to set him free of his misery [to kill him], he found the will to attack her and escape as quickly as he could, trying his best to drown out the never ending pain he felt. it took him a very long time to escape that entire building โ but eventually he made his way out towards the outside world and nearly broke down in tears over his freedom.
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how he eventually made it back to his apartment was a mystery to both himself and the random strangers who saw him waddling about, a bloody, broken mess. by the time he finally made it to the front door of his apartment he had fallen to the floor and was a writhing mess, barely being able to scrape his finger against the door. he tried his best to call out for maria, but nothing came from his voice.
eventually he closed his eyes and passed out completely. )
[for all of her life, she had always chosen the wrong men. they wanted her for sex and she had always been willing to have fun. until it wasn't fun. she'd fall for them and each time her heart broken. until Adam. who felt the same way as her, even liked the things she did that other men had said were "too much". Adam truly liked her and she saw that. even the first night they had met, when he had earnestly asked her out on a date, Maria had felt it. this was different.
so she had gone to bed, excited to see her boyfriend in the morning. to hold him close and pour her heart out on how much she cared about him. but when she woke up on her own, to no Adam, to no food or a text or anything; Maria knew something was wrong. something was very, very wrong. there was a gnawing in her gut as she texted Adam asking where he was. his earlier text "see you in a few hours be safe" seemed almost mocking.
her mind tried to come up with a logical explanation. he got the food and made a quick stop to his place but got tired. fell asleep. that was possible. but it didn't feel right. maybe it was crazy but she went to his apartment and let herself in. there were no signs of him and Mr. Whiskers quickly went to her and started screaming for attention and food. no food in his bowl for breakfast and no signs of Adam.
something happened. all of her texts went unanswered, Adam never came back to his apartment or fed Mr. Whiskers. the police wouldn't listen to her. told her it was obvious her shitty boyfriend left her. no matter the evidence she gave, the proof he was gone, they didn't listen to her. "shouldn't a woman like you be used to men realizing they don't want a woman showing off the goods as their girl?" because these fucking pigs came to the bar. they were regulars. but she was used to this. men like this not taking her seriously and she took it. still did the paperwork to claim for a missing person the night after they made it a point to pay for lapdances from her. laughing about how it was obvious she cared so much about her "missing boyfriend". still she followed her. she started staying at Adam's apartment more, praying Adam would just show up. but he didn't. the police didn't take this seriously either.
the only people who listened to her were Mary and the bartender Tom. the only people she could cry to. explain she'd prefer if Adam did just leave her because she would know he was okay that way. but Adam wouldn't abandon her like this, wouldn't just leave the cat he rescued either. without her, the cat would have been starving. she made flyers, started asking around, but it was as if he just disappeared into thin air.
Maria moved into his apartment to take the lease over, giving up her own apartment. her place wouldn't take cats and Mr. Whiskers needed her. Adam needed her. at this point she was looking into private detectives. they tried to tell her usually things like this turned out that the guy got cold feet and left. but Maria told them that was the answer she really was hoping for even if she knew it wasn't that. there was no giving up, though. Maria couldn't give up on Adam. he deserved someone who wouldn't abandon him.
after a month, she was on high alert. every noise, every movement could catch her attention. so when she heard something outside the door, she immediately ran to open it thinking maybe it was Adam who didn't have his key.
and it was Adam. what was left of him but it was him there on the ground. she screamed and went to the ground, immediately holding him.] Adam, Adam. Oh my god, oh my...[she checked his pulse and was so grateful to feel it before screaming down the hallway for someone to call 911 because she was terrified to let him go. as if letting him go would make him disappear. it took a few times before someone came out, telling her they did and asking what happened. Maria was a sobbing mess and shaking her head, as she clung to him. she didn't know but she wasn't letting him go.]
so she had gone to bed, excited to see her boyfriend in the morning. to hold him close and pour her heart out on how much she cared about him. but when she woke up on her own, to no Adam, to no food or a text or anything; Maria knew something was wrong. something was very, very wrong. there was a gnawing in her gut as she texted Adam asking where he was. his earlier text "see you in a few hours be safe" seemed almost mocking.
her mind tried to come up with a logical explanation. he got the food and made a quick stop to his place but got tired. fell asleep. that was possible. but it didn't feel right. maybe it was crazy but she went to his apartment and let herself in. there were no signs of him and Mr. Whiskers quickly went to her and started screaming for attention and food. no food in his bowl for breakfast and no signs of Adam.
something happened. all of her texts went unanswered, Adam never came back to his apartment or fed Mr. Whiskers. the police wouldn't listen to her. told her it was obvious her shitty boyfriend left her. no matter the evidence she gave, the proof he was gone, they didn't listen to her. "shouldn't a woman like you be used to men realizing they don't want a woman showing off the goods as their girl?" because these fucking pigs came to the bar. they were regulars. but she was used to this. men like this not taking her seriously and she took it. still did the paperwork to claim for a missing person the night after they made it a point to pay for lapdances from her. laughing about how it was obvious she cared so much about her "missing boyfriend". still she followed her. she started staying at Adam's apartment more, praying Adam would just show up. but he didn't. the police didn't take this seriously either.
the only people who listened to her were Mary and the bartender Tom. the only people she could cry to. explain she'd prefer if Adam did just leave her because she would know he was okay that way. but Adam wouldn't abandon her like this, wouldn't just leave the cat he rescued either. without her, the cat would have been starving. she made flyers, started asking around, but it was as if he just disappeared into thin air.
Maria moved into his apartment to take the lease over, giving up her own apartment. her place wouldn't take cats and Mr. Whiskers needed her. Adam needed her. at this point she was looking into private detectives. they tried to tell her usually things like this turned out that the guy got cold feet and left. but Maria told them that was the answer she really was hoping for even if she knew it wasn't that. there was no giving up, though. Maria couldn't give up on Adam. he deserved someone who wouldn't abandon him.
after a month, she was on high alert. every noise, every movement could catch her attention. so when she heard something outside the door, she immediately ran to open it thinking maybe it was Adam who didn't have his key.
and it was Adam. what was left of him but it was him there on the ground. she screamed and went to the ground, immediately holding him.] Adam, Adam. Oh my god, oh my...[she checked his pulse and was so grateful to feel it before screaming down the hallway for someone to call 911 because she was terrified to let him go. as if letting him go would make him disappear. it took a few times before someone came out, telling her they did and asking what happened. Maria was a sobbing mess and shaking her head, as she clung to him. she didn't know but she wasn't letting him go.]
( in the faint darkness that surrounded him, he could eventually hear his name through a fuzzy haze that seemed to envelop him. how much time had passed, what day it was and what year were far from him. in the darkness of that room after the first initial day of the game, he lost count of how much time had truly passed. all that he had were the memories of his light right up until this point, the regrets he had, and how he wanted to live. that was what jigsaw told him after all, prove you have the will to live or die in that room. he proved it and yet....he was still left to rot there.
as he felt someone grab him, he looked pale and limp, a more slimmer version of the man maria had seen before. it was clear something terrible had happened to him and while he was in terrible physical condition, he could feel the warmth of her body and tears start to bring life to him again. he wasn't even sure if he was alive, and in the background as the two were on the ground, neighbors began to rush out to bring towels and other essentials, an unusual kind of help for the type of people who lived here. perhaps they saw them as one of their ownโ two people down on their luck, kicked by life again. whatever the reason was, help was on the way and it wouldn't be very long now.
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by the time adam finally came to, he had been lying on a soft hospital bed, his mind a blurred haze as he was surrounded by machines and tubes, all connected to him. the bright florescent lights above shined down on him and his mouth felt dry, painfully so but he was also very numb. whatever pain he felt before was gone for now, and he was being tended to.
it was only when he heard his name again that he turned his head to the side to see a familiar blonde and pink blur near him. he held out his hand gently, reaching out towards maria before he finally spoke. )
I'm so sorry....I'm....I....
( he had so much he wanted to say, to amend with her and to tell her but he just couldn't bring himself to do it. he was still so physically weak and in shock. )
as he felt someone grab him, he looked pale and limp, a more slimmer version of the man maria had seen before. it was clear something terrible had happened to him and while he was in terrible physical condition, he could feel the warmth of her body and tears start to bring life to him again. he wasn't even sure if he was alive, and in the background as the two were on the ground, neighbors began to rush out to bring towels and other essentials, an unusual kind of help for the type of people who lived here. perhaps they saw them as one of their ownโ two people down on their luck, kicked by life again. whatever the reason was, help was on the way and it wouldn't be very long now.
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by the time adam finally came to, he had been lying on a soft hospital bed, his mind a blurred haze as he was surrounded by machines and tubes, all connected to him. the bright florescent lights above shined down on him and his mouth felt dry, painfully so but he was also very numb. whatever pain he felt before was gone for now, and he was being tended to.
it was only when he heard his name again that he turned his head to the side to see a familiar blonde and pink blur near him. he held out his hand gently, reaching out towards maria before he finally spoke. )
I'm so sorry....I'm....I....
( he had so much he wanted to say, to amend with her and to tell her but he just couldn't bring himself to do it. he was still so physically weak and in shock. )
[it all feels like a blur to Maria. she had ridden in the ambulance with him and everybody kept asking her questions. how did she know him, did she know how he got there, and how long he had been missing? at the hospital she couldn't be with him until she was told and so she kept talking to the police. some higher ups than the assholes she'd been talking to before. she explained she'd been telling the police she thought her boyfriend was missing and in danger but nobody had been taking her seriously. any suspicion that had been aimed at her was removed.
they tell her she can sit with him though they assure her he might stay asleep for a while. his body had gone through a lot and they told her they can't tell her everything, legally she has no rights to this information. Maria feels like she might go crazy not knowing what happened but she stays happy knowing he's here. he's alive.
he was hooked up to an IV to get the nutrients he was desperately lacking and when he does wake up, she gasps and gets him water they had brought. there's a straw and she sits up offering him the water.]
Shh, don't talk, babe. Take a sip. [in Maria's mind, there was nothing to apologize for. whatever had happened, it hadn't been his fault. that much she was certain on.]
they tell her she can sit with him though they assure her he might stay asleep for a while. his body had gone through a lot and they told her they can't tell her everything, legally she has no rights to this information. Maria feels like she might go crazy not knowing what happened but she stays happy knowing he's here. he's alive.
he was hooked up to an IV to get the nutrients he was desperately lacking and when he does wake up, she gasps and gets him water they had brought. there's a straw and she sits up offering him the water.]
Shh, don't talk, babe. Take a sip. [in Maria's mind, there was nothing to apologize for. whatever had happened, it hadn't been his fault. that much she was certain on.]
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