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( as they walked towards his bathroom and the conversation continued on, he couldn't help but think how moments like these made him feel just a twinge of guilt. they hadn't officially used a title for their relationship, and it wasn't because he didn't want to-

it's just when he thought about it, he had nothing truly great to offer to someone like her. she deserved better than what she had, and while he would often ruminate on those thoughts with anger, he couldn't help but find himself distracted by her words. for now he was going to set that aside and focus on something far better.

the possibility of finally being far more intimate with maria than he thought he could ever be. )

Lover boy? Don't tease me too hard, because I'll make it my mission to show you I can be the best lover boy around.

( even he isn't sure where he was going with that joke, but once inside the bathroom he opened up the cabinet under the sink and pulled forth a couple of bottles of soap. the usual cheap crap, but there was at least one decent brand among the mix. )

Alright, turn on the water and I'll get started. Are you sure you don't want music? I really do have a Dido cd around here somewhere.

[moments like these make it hard not to laugh at Adam. but she thinks he may always take it the wrong way and so she controls herself, keeping a straight face. he's awkward sometimes--no, he's awkward a lot. but it's cute. he's cute.

another adjective she keeps to herself. men don't like cute even if it makes her adore him all the more.]

It's your bath so your rules. If you want Dido then we can listen to Here with Me all you like. She is good mood music. [she sits on the edge of the tub, turning the water on and feeling for the right temperature. she could truly burn her skin off with how hot she liked it but men always bitched. she goes a little cooler and works on getting the bubbles. it was not necessarily sexy but she wasn't going for that. she really did just want to give him a nice bath and relax with him.

though as she eyed this tub, she wasn't sure how much they could really relax. what was it with these tiny things? like adults didn't want baths anymore or something. not like her own bath was that much bigger but still. better than this. it was an excuse to get closer anyway.]

( what amused him about this entire exchange was that he genuinely was just messing around, but the more this was starting to become real, the more he actually did want to create an ambiance.

so while she worked on the water, he decided to bolt out of the bathroom and go on the hunt for the boombox and a copy of no angel. he would have to make it up to mr. whiskers at a later point in time, because this was far too distracting.

when he did finally find everything, he came back into the bathroom and propped up the device over the sink and plugged it in. only fitting, of course he had to reset the outlet while he got it to work but eventually the music came on.

now it was time for his clothes to come off. )

Hope you're really okay with sharing that kiddie pool with me, maybe we can rent a fancy hotel once this job is over as a celebration. Get one with one of those big heart shaped tubs.

( as the music began, he took off his clothes as he spoke, finally revealing his body. a bit on the slim side but he had a bit of muscle to him. )

You really did have that CD. [she sounds amused and as "Here with Me" starts playing, she's laughing. it really was good mood music and as the water fills the tub up, her eyes go to his form. they had been very chaste. he'd seen her strip at work but that never counted. hands had stayed above clothes when they had kissed. it really felt like they were teenagers in their first romance, dancing around and trying to figure out the rules.

as the water goes, she stands and takes her tank top off, leaving her lacy bra on.] Not gonna lie and say the idea isn't appealing. [the bra doesn't stay on for long and that's quickly gone too. she doesn't think Adam will care too much about seeing her naked chest. he'd seen that more than once.]

Some time, we can do that. But for tonight, you'll just have to be between my legs as I massage your shoulders and wash your hair. How does that sound? [her eyes stay on his as she unzips her skirt and lets it fall down, now only her thong remaining. it matched her bra that was on the floor now because even if she never knew when her and Adam might go all the way, she wanted to look good when they did. so it was matching bra and underwear time. Maria looked like she had wanted to look nice for him.

the thong does stay on as she bends over to turn the water off. maybe part of her does want to tease him.]

( he was by no means someone innocent, unexperienced with sex. he was however more intimidated by those with more assertive personalities or rather, something about being with maria made him want to take things slow. when he first met her, he had been in the absolute dumps and for her to have come to him like a glimmer of hope made him want to do whatever he could not to fuck it up.

yet as the water began to pour into the tub, whatever heat it had rising into the air, he could feel his own heat rise up. she was beautiful regardless of where she was, what she was doing, and to hear her talk like this in a manner that aimed to comfort him....well it was just too much for him. all he could do was stand there like an idiot and stare at her as she undressed and seemed to tease him with those bends.

after a deep swallow of saliva that had pooled in his mouth [when did this happen? he thought], he finally walked over to her fully nude and pressed his hands against her back gently. )

Well in the meantime since you're being so generous, how about I help you get these pesky things off?

( referring to her bra and thong of course. )

[she had been so lonely before Adam. filling her time with men who didn't care much about her at all, just the sex. and the men she had truly started to care for never did try with her. didn't want her outside of her body. when she had gone to Adam that night, it had simply been because he was the most sober option. also he hadn't been too old. looks never mattered much to her.

she did think Adam was cute, though. not just in personality but looks.

she turns the water off and smiles over her shoulder.] Sure thing, lover boy.

[she stands up and in front of him, her back to him. give him a chance with the bra. she assumes he knows how to take one off but knowing his luck, he'd get anxious and fumble and feel awkward. better take that chance.]

( he might have been rather clumsy at certain things, but much like his work with photography and developing photos, he surprisingly had a sturdy hand when it came to things. having a good eye for capturing the perfect photos-

there was a reason that his latest client [a former cop, unknown to him], had picked him specifically despite having a rather informal setup. so much like his work with developing photos, he was quick but careful in unhooking her bra. his fingers slowly scaled down the sides of her shoulders, pushing the straps down and helping her take off the bra.

once it was off, he couldn't help but wrap his arms around her from behind, pulling her into a warm embrace. )

I can't stay angry with you around you know? Fuck....maybe this was what I needed after all.

[this is why she had never felt rushed to move to sex with Adam. he touches her like this and it's enough. her eyes close and the sigh that escapes her is so full of relief. she's never felt so comfortable around someone before and it's nice.

god she really likes him and she isn't sure what she's supposed to do. obviously she's dated people but it's always ended up in failure. either she likes them more than they like her or it starts off so hot and just fizzles. or explodes in her face. it doesn't feel like this with Adam. what she has with Adam doesn't make her feel desperate. she feels drawn to him, misses him terribly when they aren't together or texting or calling, and she can't really understand how she lived without him before.

but it's like coming home. it's like returning to somewhere you know you can relax.

she turns around and wraps her arms around him, kissing him softly.] I'll take care of you tonight.

( almost fitting that the moment she turned around in his arms, the bathroom is quite with only the sound of water flowing and the words-

'I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me'

play in the background. his lips press against her softly as his own eyes close for a moment, enjoying the stillness of it all. he could feel the anger melting right off of him, turning into a pleasant carelessness. he'll just have to worry about that parking ticket later. soon though, he did have to bring something up. )

Well let's jump in then, I'm freezing-

( he isn't going to say what might be freezing, but she'll get the gist by the laughter that followed. )

And I uh...want to take care of you too, you know? I'm pretty good at certain things.

"Certain things"? [she laughs.] Well I can't wait.

[she listens to his request and moves to get in the bath, the hot water instantly making her feel so much better. she wasn't tense or stressed, certainly not as much as Adam was, but the bath felt so good. it always made the end of a day, or night, better. she could relax in the water and just not think. not that she found that happening with Adam. it was hard not to focus on him when he was near her.

her back to the wall, she spreads her legs so he can move to lie back between them. this bath is tiny, maybe they will complain about how uncomfortable this was later, but her eyes are on him. she's naked and wanting him near, so she can take care of him.]

Yeah well I'm trying to be a gentleman here....a 'lover boy' as you like to call me.

( was he a bit more on the shy side of things? perhaps, although it was rather amusing considering how foul his vocabulary could be at times. once she moved away from him and into the tub, he remained still for a moment as he watched her settle in. this was far more tantalizing than watching her on stage, hands on a pole.

far more intimate and he wouldn't trade that for anything in the world. )

I'll try not to squish you too much-

( he said as he climbed in and made himself as small as possible between her legs. they probably couldn't last here for too long, but as he reached forward to shut off the water, he leaned back and made a soft sound of content. )

[this bath was not meant for two people. it was hardly meant for one grown adult as it was. but she liked being this close. she liked feeling him against her and her hands moved to his shoulders, starting to rub them and massage him.]

You can take care of me later but this is all about you right now. You're always so tense. Just don't think about anything else right now. It's just us right now.

[fingers move closer to the front of his chest, stroking and pressing into the skin. her lips kiss his temple.]

So just focus on me.

Fine, fine. I'm all yours to do as you please-

( was this his subtle way of giving her permission to top him? to do as she pleased with him? absolutely.

there was just something so arousing about finally being able to sit in peace with a woman he's come to care for in so little time, it's hard not to show it. in fact if she looked a little further south, she could see just how excited he was becoming by all of this. )

I uh....haven't done this in a while. So you'll have to forgive me if I'm a bit too....sensitive.

[she'd been curious to see how he would react, how his body might like this. he was only human and he had been attracted to her since their first meeting. that she had been sure of once she knew him. she looks down at him and sees he's growing hard. he can't see the smile on her face but certainly it's in her tone.]

Mm, you can make it up to me.

[wasn't like she had never had a man fuck her for all of a minute and walk away, not offering to help her out. Maria didn't mind if Adam couldn't hold on for long. he didn't seem so selfish that he wouldn't leave her wanting.

she moves them so she can press kisses to his shoulder, her hands trailing to his stomach.]

I think you'd like it if I was on top of you.

I wouldn’t dislike it…in fact-

( as her fingers trailed down his stomach and her soft lips pressed against his skin, he rolled his head back a bit. with his neck now protruding a bit more, he thought back on one of their more flirty texts they had sent in the past. )

I wonder if you ever did get that collar and leash.

( he didn’t consider himself as someone who genuinely enjoyed pain, but a little domination from someone he trusted was certainly on the table. )

You could keep me between your legs for hours baby, just tug me right there.

[most of the men Maria got involved with usually just wanted her to lay there or bend over. as long as she had her legs spread they didn't care.

but even as Maria tried to make this about him, Adam was talking about servicing her. well. it wasn't surprising and she wouldn't complain. Adam was always eager to please, at least when it came to her. who was she to deny what made him and her happy?

too bad she hadn't gotten that collar and leash. he had liked the idea. she should have bought them. ]

And wrap my thighs around you, calling you a good boy? [she kisses his neck and her hands stay still on his stomach. feels like if they went any lower then this might end way too soon.]

( if she wanted to blame anyone for his enthusiasm and eagerness to return favors, she only had herself to blame. for giving him hope by talking to him randomly one night at the strip club, for meeting his cat and caring for him, and for doing this service to keep his anger at bay.

truly, she was too much woman for him and too good. even adam wasn't that stupid, to not realize just how lucky he got with having her. further more, the fact that she put up with the line of work he did and how at times he would spend hours in the dark room developing photos-

in his eyes, she was a saint for that alone. )

A-Ah....fuck yes ma'am. Call me a good boy and my tail will start wagging.

( with a bit of humor though, he turned his face slightly to catch her lips before she fully moved away from him. )

[Maria thought she was lucky. Adam was hardly perfect but he cared. he tried for her and she had never had a man try so hard for her. Adam looked at her like she was special and Maria never thought she would find a man that would.

even if she would do the things she talked about, it still felt like its own testament to how much she cared about him.

she kisses him back and the positioning is awkward but she doesn't let it end. she lets it continue and instead, she deepens the kiss. the warm water, the soft music, and just being with Adam. she can't imagine ever wanting this to end.]</small.

( the only thing keeping him from laughing at his own stupid joke is the kiss [as awkwardly placed as it was], that they were sharing. as their lips pressed further into each other, his own hand finally rose up from the water and rested upon hers. he had been shy, keeping things at a nice and steady pace but with the warm water, music that inspired more in him, he was finally ready to start moving things along.

as they continued on, his hand began to drag hers down his chest then stomach, before nestling over his hardened cock. with a swear in his mind that he would pay back the favor and more, he groaned gently against her lips before pulling away from her. )

I'm really excited for this....I don't think I can hold back any longer.

( his head rolled back, eyes closing tightly as he rested against her left shoulder. )

[she likes that he does this, likes the feel of him in her hand. he's hard and he has asked for her to care for him. she's so excited to do this for him and make him feel good.

fingers wrapping around the hardness, she starts to move her hand.] Is this how you want it? How you want me to make you cum the first time? [her eyes are on his cock and she's surprised by how much she wants it. how happy she would be by all the ways she could have him.] I could give it to you so many ways. Like this, with my hand. You throbbing like this. Or my mouth? I'd suck you dry. Or I'd ride you, take everything I could from you. [so many ways. and she wants it all. the actual craving for this is evident in the thick desire in her voice.

this was what it was like to want someone. truly want someone and she wanted Adam so badly. there were not enough hours in the day to give her enough of him.]

( as the music came to a brief pause, all that could be heard in the bathroom was the drip of the leaky water faucet before him, and the moans that escaped his lips with each stroke maria gave him. while he had thought about what it would be like to be intimate with her, there was a vast difference between fantasy and reality, with the latter being far superior. it took all the willpower he could muster to not fall apart before her, and keep up a cool appearance [or at least not be totally pathetic]. )

Yes to all of the above....I think I've got energy for multiple rounds.

( considering the rage he had was still in him, just drowned out by her comfort and the ambiance they created. what he could do was put it to work in something more positive, such as having sex with her all night if she was willing. )

Fuck....

( he probably wouldn't have ever admitted this to her, but it had been far too long since he had been touched like this. )

[the idea is so appealing. Maria wants it. them together all night long. she hasn't had that in a long time. for her, it was always one and done. nobody ever really took their time with her. until Adam, she didn't think she knew how lonely she really was. no matter how often she had tried to keep herself distracted from it, she had been deeply lonely. but Adam made things different.

expertly, she strokes and pumps his cock. she explores the length of it, trying to see what he likes. soft, a little firm, or maybe barely there touches that tease? Maria wants to know.]

Sounds good to me, lover boy. I'll go all night with you for as long as you can keep up with me. [she was so hungry for him. before tonight, she'd felt no rush and now? she didn't know how they had held off for so long. besides, it's been weeks since she last slept with anybody. for her, that was a dry spell.]

( there's a bit of nervousness that creeps into him as she brings up being able to keep up with her- but as soon as her grip on his cock becomes firm, all he can think about was just how good it felt to be touched. to be given any kind of positive attention really was amazing and even if they hadn't said it to each other, they both seemed to be much happier finding comfort and company in each other.

he never quite thought about it, but often when he spent hours alone trailing someone or in the dark room, loneliness was often his only company outside of his general anger. )

Gonna be a bit tricky if you keep this up.

( could he possibly get hard for her again after getting off on this first round? absolutely, but he would have to find ways to make himself last longer. yet it was hard to hold back regardless. with his cock stiffening up nicely in her grip, it twitched and throbbed against her as beads of precum began to form at the head, drifting away in the water. )

You have a mouth. Fingers. Get creative. Aren't you the artistic type? Ideas should be up your alley. [but she teases him and lets go of his cock, kissing near his ear and murmuring,] If you think we're moving too fast then I'll slow down if that's the problem.

[it isn't the problem, she knows. and she thinks he might be getting into his head a bit too much. worrying about the perfect night and how to make sure she was getting as much as he was. and it was nice of him. more thoughtful than a lot of men she'd gotten with. but this wasn't really about that, for her. she could still be satisfied no matter what. this wasn't about getting off. it was just about the experience. that's what she wanted.

even though she couldn't deny she was hungry for him. for all of him.

her fingers playfully scratch along his belly, lightly.]

Not for nothing but you were the one that put my hand on your dick.

Hard to concentrate when everything feels so good...

( she was absolutely right in her resolve to get him out of his mental blocks and push him to be a better version of himself. however with the warm water embracing them, the feel of sensual touches, and just how tantalizing this entire situation was, it was difficult to focus on being creative.

but just as quick as her affections came, she was soon gone from his cock, opting to tease his stomach. with a soft chuckle, he sat up a bit and ran his hand through his hair, a loud sigh coming from him. )

Yeah and you're the one trying to seduce me in a 4x4 bathtub. If you want me to get creative then we should probably hit the bed, after enjoying the bath.

( not to be stingy, but he did have to pay the water bill out of pocket. might as well make good use of it. )

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