( it was through her effortless care and affections towards him that helped him survive that entire ordeal with some semblance of mental stability. he spent so many days alone in the dark, eyes straining to visualize the moments he had together. there were a few regrets such as never telling her in person that he loved her, or not making more of an effort to show her how much she had come to mean to him in their time together. it was through that stubborn desire to show her his feelings that helped him surviveโ
the hunger, the pain, the loneliness, the more haunting scenes before him. he wasn't quite sure how much he should share with her in fear of traumatizing her in turn, so he remained silent for a brief moment, debating in his mind the best approach.
finally with a shaky breath he turned to maria and nodded in return to her. )
I'm going to tell you everything because I....I survived thinking of you. Wanting to come home to you and our cat, and wanting a future with you. If you want to leave me after all of this, fine but you need to know what happened.
('so that you don't think I just abandoned you', he thought before he sat up a bitโ small whine escaping his lips from the pain. )
That serial killer Jigsaw, that fucker....he got me. He kidnapped because I was taking photos of that doctor who was cheating on his wife, the one I told you about. He locked me in a room with him, chained our ankles and left hacksaws by our feet. He told me that I had to prove I had the will to live, that I wasn't just some voyeur living through other people.
( he paused briefly, only to gauge maria's reaction. when it seemed like she was listening and following along, he continued on. )
He stuck the doctor in there because he was cheating on his wife and kinda pined us against each other....I had to tell him I knew who he was and what he had done. The sick bastard, Jigsaw made us go through a series of trials that revealed more information but ultimately the only way to escape was by using the hacksaw....
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the hunger, the pain, the loneliness, the more haunting scenes before him. he wasn't quite sure how much he should share with her in fear of traumatizing her in turn, so he remained silent for a brief moment, debating in his mind the best approach.
finally with a shaky breath he turned to maria and nodded in return to her. )
I'm going to tell you everything because I....I survived thinking of you. Wanting to come home to you and our cat, and wanting a future with you. If you want to leave me after all of this, fine but you need to know what happened.
( 'so that you don't think I just abandoned you', he thought before he sat up a bitโ small whine escaping his lips from the pain. )
That serial killer Jigsaw, that fucker....he got me. He kidnapped because I was taking photos of that doctor who was cheating on his wife, the one I told you about. He locked me in a room with him, chained our ankles and left hacksaws by our feet. He told me that I had to prove I had the will to live, that I wasn't just some voyeur living through other people.
( he paused briefly, only to gauge maria's reaction. when it seemed like she was listening and following along, he continued on. )
He stuck the doctor in there because he was cheating on his wife and kinda pined us against each other....I had to tell him I knew who he was and what he had done. The sick bastard, Jigsaw made us go through a series of trials that revealed more information but ultimately the only way to escape was by using the hacksaw....